im not running away.

im just running away from the pain.
it cant be broken, but it can be torn. you dont know how thats even possible, but apparently it is.
picking up the pieces, again.

-taibah out

and forte!

exhausted, and in much pain. damn kidneys! why arent you normal :(

my mind has literally opened itself up to me in so many ways over the past few months. i dont know whats the difference between right and wrong. good and bad. honesty and lies. truth and loyalty. what is the world coming to? what have i become? what did i WANT to become? people ive once trusted have vanished. bridges have burned. who is to blame? who caused this? what good has it done? what bad has it done?

ahhh life. you just keep getting more and more difficult.
thanks for the memories.

-taibah out

somehow, sometime.

frustration and anxiety are prob 2 of the most worst combination's of emotions you can put in yourself. sometimes we blame the wrong things for our own problems.

which comes to me at no surprise. But as someone told me today "the more you touch dirt, the dirtier you'll get', i realized the truth. And truth is; you're going to get hurt even if you try. Save yourself the ache and just develop the distance. Justice will prevail insha Allah.

-taibah out.