gains and losses

2009
a year of change
indeed.

im scared for the future. scared of the days and weeks as they pass. not afraid of myself, but for others and what they'll do to each other to shape my world. i try to be selfish, but its not in my blood. being cold-hearted isnt easy.

im craving a can of some marinated mixed bean salad with cut onions and hot green chili peppers.
im a freak.

-taibah out