the wings are white

ever been told to sleep but you know you wont be able to sleep? my neck is terribly sore today.

the other day at work, a freak walked into the store. he was preaching to the napkin rack and the glass coasters. as soon as he walked out, i gave my coworker a hug.

im also looking for a new job, NOT RETAIL! i think my retail days are over. insha allah.

these past few weeks have been strangely odd. i feel as if i have no control of anything. i wake up, and either go to school or work. do i ever do whatever my mind desires? no, defiantly not. i sit down to watch some tv, i pick up the remote and have no idea how to use it. seriously. i only know the volume button and the power button for the tv. sometimes i get confused with the tv power and the receiver power, results to me just walking away without watching anything.

i looked at the flowers yesterday in the front yard. i really like the yellow daffodils. i never liked tulips actually. carnations are wicked flowers too.

sometimes flowers scare me. infact, ive been haunted by a flower plant that used to live with us. for more details PM me, its a complicated story.

its been a good weekend. My sister and her husband gave us a surprise visit. We were limited in the amount of time to spend time with each other, but it was a good visit alhumdulliah

a new blog layout/design is in the works. i dont know when i'll release it. but keep your eyes peeled and do check back often.

my bedroom door is open and this bothers me.

-taibah out