butterfly rings.

its been a oh-so-busy month. and i really hate how it started out and how it keeps playing out worse and worse. its practically daily something in life, that goes beyond my control, just shoots its way at me. and im much too exhausted to figure out what to do. im worried and anxious.

-taibah

want me girl? i'll be your man.

my hair stinks like chlorine, even after washing it twice with shampoo.
its been an interesting playout again this year. the crazy shit that happens is tiring.
my left arm is twitching. my back kills, i really gotta do those exercises with the exercise ball..

ive been feeling really pissed off lately. almost daily, something or someone HAS to say something to make my mood swing back and forth. i dont know if im allowed to blame anything for this. apparently not. theres afew things that really make my head pop. last week i let my head pop. altho ive been told countless times to simmer down, and altho i have been trying....sometimes i cant even trust myself.

want me girl? i'll be your man...

-taibah out

creepy scents.

 

why cant we just play the other game?

-taibah out

uh oh uh oh uh oh.

say its my fault, but i want it so much.
i can try to pretend, i can try to forget, but its trying me nuts.
...
you're a cup of tea. never the same each time.


-taibah out

texually active ;)

Do not trust your heart.. Cause its not on Right side"

Sometimes i guess you really just gotta go ahead with it. I'll try to breath easily, but still gotta be prepared to fail at the same time. I think our world is overrated.

-taibah out.