so what?

i start to compare alot of things that happen today to things that ive been busy with in the past.

i told a friend that im starting to give up aiming high in the dunya. theres just too many eyeopeners that im seeing much too often...

taibah out

without a goodbye

perhaps the best thing i can do for myself is simply....take a deep breath and let myself take a step back. once ive stepped back, the next thing to do is put my life ahead of me, and spread it out.

i speak so strongly about 're-evaluating' my friendships that its time i decide to raise the bar on myself. lets re-evaluate my life.

this has been on my mind for awhile now and alhumdulliah, without the distraction of anything else, ive been able to systematize all my thoughts.

i havent been able to pull results. nor do i plan on releasing the results once theyre ready, cuz il never know if the results are ever gonna be ready to expose.

put first things first.
Insha Allah,

theres a lot of work to be done.

-taibah out

the scene that you grow now

i have turned so selfish that it makes me sad. i blame my damn university for this. and my faculty. and my career choices. and why the hell does management class instructor have to be so difficult.

i cant complain now, theres an open window thats left. and i just gotta take it for what it is. Strategic Management, FUCK YOU!!! lol.

there honestly has to be a better day somewhere in the future, that i can look back at these days and laugh. and say "HELL NO" when i get a call for being an alumi and asking me to donate.

new rant: i hate charities that call you and refuse to mail you out packages about what they want you to donate for. and they expect me to trust them with giving out a credit card over the phone? i was almost late for work cuz of you!! :(

i wish finals were over. so i can stop studying in dafoe. damn starbucks in there is making too much money off me.

-taibah out.

pain is a warning that somethings wrong

-taibah out.