angel undercover

i seem to get uspet with my thoughts more and more often.
trying to push it all out. to begin fresh. to move on.
cuz thats what we both wanted rite?
wrong.
i dont want to pull it. i tried.
the farther i take steps away, the worse it becomes.
i cant find words anymore.

"are you ok" they'd say
"il be ok" is what i say back to them.

im trying to close the chapters, but its just not working.
still playing with that question that i never asked you.
WHY?!

you scare me so much :(

-taibah out