DONE!!!

yup yup

all done! alhumdulliah, it feels great, even the weather outside is celebrating with me :P

ok, i think ima clean my room, i got a pile of clothes i have yet to put away, and im still trying to change my light fixture, but i dont wanna kill myself since the wiring might be confusing to get staright.

hmmm, i want to crawl back into bed and SLEEP all day, but something inside me is telling me not to. Oh wells, i got stuff to get done, and yeah....

...this entry is really boring and pointless :)

-taibah out

too beautiful

take a peek outside your window, gorgeous outside isnt it? but no, i get to be stuck inside reading my stupid textbook and doing old exams...*sigh* the joy of finals. in less than 24 hours i will be FREEEEEEEEEEEE

not really free, i got a crazy amount of stuff to get done before the end of next week. its like my list of never-ending to-do's. it keeps getting longer and longer. Im taking one summer class also. Managerial Accounting, it sounds to be rather interesting, but we'll see how that goes.

ive been doing some cover letter writings too, we'll see how job hunting goes for this summer.

just saying the word "summer" makes me excited. Summer means painting, gardening, going out with friends, the park, outdoor volleyball, kite flying, family BBQ's, soceer sundays, CAMPING, insane thunderstorms, lightning shows, long walks in the late evening, rollerblading at night....endless memories.

i need a glass of water, and then its time to hit the books.again.sigh.

-taibah out

camera magic

this is what happens when im trying to clean my room, i end up throwing things into piles, and then me and the camera attack it. cool eh??



-taibah out

waiting for a saturday

In my attempt to stay focused on exam prep and studying, i tried to promise myself to limit the usage of msn, facebook, and blogging. I think ive been pretty generous actually. Cant wait for this week to be over.


the above picture is random stuff sitting on my dresser. I REALLY like the skin on my cellphone As you can prob. guess, i like eye makeup from The Body Shop....

-taibah out.

because we all love cake

fo'realz?

do i hate everything in life? no.

do i complain alot? no. i dont wish to admit i do. infact, i dont complain alot. im just like every other normal person out there who loves being outspoken at the right place and at the right time. you gets me?

do i ever smile? of course. bad things happen to everyone, i just like to over-analyze words and situations to the point i even forgot why it even happened or who said what. Is that a good thing? im not even sure myself.

one of my readers tells me to write about something controversial. i would, if i could find a controversial issue that i dont mind ranting about, got any ideas, send me an email :D.

i noticed how my blog is simply "me...me...and ME!", which must get dull afterawhile. i guess i should throw in some extra spice into this mix and see where we end up...

stay tuned fellow readers! i might be gone for exams so wish me luck, i shall return with some wicked posts

-taibah out

Habibi - Je T'aime!

So after i finished attending Jummah on campus today, i took off with my sister and friend to the bus stops. We decided to walk outside cause they had outdoor event going on, not sure what it was, but they had a terrible DJ lol.


Today was the first time ive EVER had to ask for a transfer on the bus. It was scary :( The thing is, i was trying to get my earphones on while my friend and sister jumped on the bus. So after i finally got my earphones on, i went on the bus, i asked the bus driver for the transfer and made my way to the back of the semi-full bus. We were on the #60, the scary bus that goes 'downtown' so i was rather fascinated by the people around me. We later caught the #24 which was rather interesting, the guy near the corner slept the entire time.

To keep myself entertained, i had throw on my earphones, right now i got some stupid songs on my NEW ipod (yup i finally decided to get a new one :D ), but i got this song called "Habibi -Je T'aime", its part english, part french, part arabic. I didnt realize i had my ipod on repeat so it was playing quite abit. i didnt mind tho.

Im getting strange thoughts:

-ever been around one person who you normally get along with, but for some reason you're feeling agitated??
-ever felt the need to say something to someone yet couldnt find the courage to actually say it?
-ever wanted to run away and try hard not to look back but the first step out is the hardest?
-ever had a mental breakdown?
-ever wanted to drive forever?
-ever wanted to cry forever?
-ever wanted to slap someone as hard as you can and then beg for their forgiveness right away??
-ever wanted to sleep all day and wake up feeling like a new person?
-ever wish you were given a second chance?
-ever been thrown into a deep circle of regret?
-ever had that feeling you're being watched as you walk down the road and keep turning arond to see how it is, yet you dont see anyone?
-ever felt like life was turning the wrong way and you think its gonna turn to help you later?
-ever felt grossly disgusted by an act you once thought was normal?
-ever had that feeling of lonliness hit you hard?
-ever wanted to say you're sorry, or want to admit it was your mistake yet you cant even look at yourself in the eye in the mirror
-ever wanted to smash a mirror when you find yourself in deep regret?
-ever wanted to hit the walls so hard that the pain wouldnt leave your fists??

-ever had the feeling you wont be able to change the mistakes you've made
-ever had the feeling you know you've gone tooo far and you cant turn back but rather stop and change you keep going?
-ever wanted to re-create yourself for a better future for others?
-ever walked into an exam and begged yourself not to walk back out after writing your student number on the exam booklet?
-ever had that feeling that you know you're about to fail at life?
-ever wanted to prove the world who you can be, yet never had the time to show it?
-ever wanted the world to know how smart you are and how special each person yet cant even get past their own self?
-ever been afraid of the eyes starring back at you in the mirror?

NO! im not clincally depressed and i havent killed anyone which is making me sound like an emo-child. im just reflexing on life. again. damnit. why do i feel so cold now??

-taibah out.