too little too late

i want to stop the passing of time. for just one hour. lets pause....

SO FREAKIN TIRED :(

i spent 11 hours at the mall on saturday. i have developed so much hate for that place. it was inventory night at benix. oh joy, oh joy.

you know what else i hate? the imbalance of the human body. lol, not making much sense am i? let me explain...

ever have days, where you heart wants one thing, and your mind doesnt? or your body wants to sleep but your mind wont let you? stupid mind *shakes fist*

by the time i finally got home, i couldnt stand, i was slurring all my words as i was trying to eat dinner leftovers bymyself and talk on the phone at the same time. i barely had enough energy to drag myself to my room to fall asleep. i was so overtired, so i kinda lay there for afew hours, until i finally fell asleep.

hours later, i get a phone call "hi taibah, wanna open the store today?", i wasnt sure if i was dreaming or if it was real, so i said "sure", and after hanging up the phone, i collapsed back on my bed. mumbling to myself 'dont wanna go to work, i dont wanna go to work. why the hell did i say i would open".

i figured since i had to open the store, i dont need to dress all fancy like they wanted us workers to do. i was part of the management team anyways :P

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