yeh sazaaa hai - this is punishment.

ive been trying to struggle through, with everything i do for you. thats how you live your life. when they call you a struggle child...

can life not get any more stressful than it needs to be? or did we just walk into 'stress-clouds' on our own? maybe we just set this up for ourselves, blindly, not even realizing it.

sometimes it feels like im being held down by something. that i cant slip out of a knot that im stuck in. like my shoes are glued to the ground and im not going forwards nor backwards or in any other direction. perhaps its a good thing? i dont know...

i sat outside today. and realized what beauty there is in just watching an empty, leafless tree. that too is glued to the ground. its not moving forwards nor backwards. and its being held down by something too.

what if we gave the tree a chance to move around?
all i want is a chance. thats it. why crush my dreams like this?

a chance. please. thats it.

-taibah out