different nights

critical thinking, is what i like to call it. light comes during different nights. sometimes it takes a while to realize whats coming at you. something the obvious isnt easy to pick out. sometimes it takes more energy and strength to get through times of distress, anger, and frustration.

we always want to point the blame to someone else. at work, school, in the family, with your friends. its very hard to find the right people to trust sometimes. but one can go insane if you close yourself up too much.

Risk.

risk the damn emotions.

the ones that set you up, the ones that really push you to the edge of your limits. sometimes you might jump over that fine, thin line.

im just sick of it. so bloody sick of it.
sick and tired. angered and annoyed. tense and closed.
i too have stories.

-taibah out