Tuesday, January 27, 2009

ive been bruised too now.

and so, i didnt cry.
infront of you.
but what happens tonight, is another story.

i forgot to ask the most important question. WHY?
i need not go in further details about that...

when you walked away, i wasnt satisfied. cuz i didnt hear the answers i was looking for. but perhaps, maybe, those answers never existed in the first place.

ive let my mind to be taken over. and yes, mistakes.
and i think perhaps some of the things i say might have hurt you.

i feel as thought you haven't quite discovered yourself. that you're holding a wall infront of you. not that im saying you ARE a wall, or its like im talking to a wall. you just choose to hold up a wall infront of you. that wall of fear i think. fear of being taken badly in someone elses eyes.

i used to say this for myself. but now il say it for you too: risk the damn emotions.
not for my sake. YOUR sake.

i wont ever forget you, no matter which ways our paths are going.
remember that.

-taibah out

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